My Story #8 The Guilt Cycle

I think that most people think that eating disorders only plague the young.  It usually starts then, but many people continue to struggle in adulthood.

I was one of them.

It was a constant cycle of guilt.  Quilt, vowing to stop, eventually failing, guilt.

I  sometimes went as long as three years of being free.  Then I would fall back into the same patterns.

I led a double life.  One where everything looked okay to others and one that was plagued with this secret battle.

I felt disgusting, helpless, afraid, and sure that God couldn’t love me.  Eventually I fell into depression.

 

 

 

 

 

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